Get to know me

Many people have posed me the question about why I chose the gothic alternative, rebel lifestyle, that I define as doing things outside society's expectations. Growing up in my generation it was expected that one completes education, chooses a field of profession, marries, buys a house, then family enters the picture. Most of the people I knew followed that path to some extent. I however, think that there were forces at play guiding me to where I am today since it seems that it was most difficult for me to end up in the traditional family unit. Today, the way of life changed because of the internet. Many things that were taboo even to speak of in previous years are now socially acceptable. To elaborate on this point, it's as if the invention of the internet suddenly turned taboo into norm. Now, if the internet never materialized would life stay the same? Would time, people and technology progress? I see my way of life as evolution, progress. Also, living out experiences as well

Many of you send me tons of emails, chat requests, comments to my content on social media, all trying to chat, meet up...etc; some are rude, others super nice.... The Media and Internet unfortunately conditioned people in a way making them narrow minded and oblivious to the obvious. I'm writing this as a condensed article about me. I'm not looking for boyfriends, lovers or husbands I'm not single, I have a boyfriend. We've been together since high school and I'm in my late 40's old so I've been with him for a long time. We love each other beyond what words can convey. I'm not a paid model and I don't care for followers/subscribers, or likes to my content I'm not your average Internet model. I do what I do online because I'm expanding my sexuality and experiences. I'm not online to cater to your fantasies. If you happen to enjoy my content then power to you. However, I'm not interested to hear your criticisms or opi

I felt the need to write something about this subject since I have many followers and I don't want anyone to confuse fantasy with reality. Having multiple sex partners, doing escorting and gang bangs or regular porn is extremely dangerous! Some of today's diseases can spread with saliva (i.e kissing, licking..etc) or even touching (early stage non-visible skin rashes...etc). Even protected sex with tested people is not 100% safe! Someone could be an infectious carrier and won't show on tests until about 3 months have passed. For you to be 100% safe is to have all parties tested for “all” STD's and have them confined (i.e. no possibility of any sexual, drugs...etc encounters) and repeat the FULL STD testing after 3 months and if clear only then you can be sure you wont contract diseases from them. You will always put yourself at risk when you get intimate with someone. Exploring your sexual fantasies with your trusted regular lover (i.e. boyfriend, husband..etc

My Sexuality and why I do the online stuff that I do? I received many messages from Internet users who sent me their verified pictures (i.e. they are not anonymous) and few of them even sent me additional info about themselves. I answered each one of them off course but I thought this subject was not going away anytime soon. Therefore, I am writing this blog. First off I'll begin to say that what I post online is nothing other than sexual fantasies I play out with very close friends I've known and trusted all my life! Some of these sexual plays are my actual fantasies, some I've done because I was dared to and other sexual plays I've posted online are just me being curious to experience the damn thing and nothing more but it doesn't mean I liked it. I do not chat/collaborate/perform with random anonymous people about any of these fantasies! in order for me to do that I'll have to be attracted to you intellectually beforehand, also I must know you for quite

I'm writing this blog to answer some of the questions I get from fans and also from experience meeting friends. Personal hygiene and grooming is very important! Always take care of yourself, brush your teeth, don't have bad breath, shower, clean yourself properly downstairs...etc. I personally shave my pussy completely (bald beaver) and I like shaved men as well (not to be confused with me meeting strangers!). Getting pubes stuck between your teeth after a BJ/deep-throat is no fun, haha. How would you look to friends when you smile and there is pubes stuck between your teeth...yuck lol, so don't do that to your wife, girlfriend, mistress or significant other :) I also do daily enema to cleanse/clean my butt :) I don't just do it for anal sex but it's a healthy habit. You can Google the benefits of enema's and the different types of solutions you can use for cleansing. I use coffee enemas then I rinse with water. Cleaning the pussy is important as w

(FANTASY): If I would be an escort, the below would be TRUE! The short answer is NO...the long answer is sort of...I'll explain! I have some rich sugar daddies who pay me to cam with them and yes its all sexual and perverted!!! some of the images and videos on my porn site are the result of those concurrences; try to guess which ones? Those sugar daddies I've known for a long time! I will not cam with any rich guy just because he has money. I only do the ones I've known for quite some time!!! and definitely I do not do escort calls to random strangers...etc. You might see me on some escort sites but that's just stupid fetish play and I don't do that for real. You will notice my escort adds all lack a phone number or any real viable contact info “hence” it's fake! Why do I do all this fetish play and shoot nudes...etc? Because I'm playful, naughty and sexual by nature!!! but not the way stupid porn-Hollywood portrays it. Read my web sit